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I feel so sad that when i asked BoyBoy to come back to SIN to watch my NDP performance, he juz laughted and say he dun watch NDP.
I dun really exactly mean it when i say that i wan him to come back~ But i juz wan to know he's willing to watch me..

Haiz... I haven't have a love one watch me perform for more than 3 yrs now.. so sad huh?

I've always been very proud of myself, for being a gd performer, for always being infront of the whole performance. I'm really proud of my achievements, But yet, i've nve had anyone see my performance.

Sometimes I think i'm hiding behind a smiling mask...
Even as i type this.. i realise a tear juz roll down my face..